I've just learned something. Few hours ago it happened, before that I knew I couldn't do anything about it, so typical la. Yeap, I hate it. I hate that I have no confidence. I hate that if I know I can, thats when the word over confident comes. Thats it. I hate that I can't do anything to change. To encourage or help, useless.

I talked to him that night. An hour to be exact, I'm glad that he didn't laugh at me at all but just listened in silence and shared how he felt. Telling me that he had to same problems too when he was my age. Thats just great ahha.

I'm getting fixed!

HELLOO THEREE! (:

Since Jason asked me to talk about my life, well then I shall. He says to start with my day then school. Oh, and just to let you know it will really bore you. Thankyou : )

This morning I woke up with a really really bad back ache. It hurts like hell.

BANGUN PAGI

GOSOK GIGI

CUCI MUKA

PAKAI BAJU

MAKAN HASHBROWN

MINUM SUSU

PERGI KE SEKOLAH DENGAN MUKA MASAM.

I hate marching, they made us sing the school song and the pledge and the national anthem for gegugegugegugjillian times. No moving! No scratching! Not like the parents will care. Horh Jason? Then while resting, Collin heard about the anti collin group HAHA! It's nothing lar LIM EU-WEI. And Adam has nothing to do with it either! But you are mean. I went home, studied science and now I'm here. Omgosh sports day tomorrow la I don't wana go.

Ciao

And Jason's not a Nerd la.

Dear Jadeline Cheng Chia Yin, today is your birthday and I wasn't the first to wish you ( : Monday mah! I still do not know why you want it to pass peacefully hahah. And you have to tell me how much you enjoyed yourself. I've known you since dunno how long cause thanks to tiffany, we got closer. I know you don't like it when we say you have big bust but it's true, it's like you calling me a bimbo (: FARN? Next time, get me an underwear that's not free size, cause you know mine's the massive one, like you said. Thanks for being there for me, even though you weren't helping much. Ahahahahah (: Iloveyouuuuuuuu!

Shine more for me Boobyy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JADELINEEEEEEEEEE !!

Dooooooode, today was the first time me, wen min, and wei li was worship leading for the kings kids man. They didn't respond AT All. Well not much lar ahah. Then slowly they enjoyed it .. Thank God! Haha. At least Jadeline came up to help us (: Tomorrow is that BBs girl's Birthdayyyyyy. She so wants it to pass peacefully.. Whaaat?

We went swimming together in bukit kiara (: To celebrate her peaceful birthday, only three ahah. from Royal Club Selangor, to Adam, to sun block, to water, to kids, to sauna, to Home.

LittleLittleLittleLittleLittleLittleLittleLittleLittleLittleLittleLittleeeee

LittleMissLittleMissLittleMissLittleMissLittleMissLittleMissLittleMissLittleMissssss

TroubleTroubleTroubleTroubleTroubleTroubleTroubleTroubleTroubleeee

It's like that whole world has it haahah. If you go for some concert, stand on stage please then you'll know what I'm talking about ahahah. Little..Sunshine Little..Giggles Little..Hottie Little..Trouble (: Though I do think it's nice. People will be asking EIH you have this shirt too! And I'm just glad to say that my brother bought it for mee :D I miss you BROTHER!

MEET NELSON

He's not even a year old and he's bigger than Samson already! Samson's 4 plus , MALU.

He has that killer puppy dog face man.

He sneezes at my feet like a million times.

He's always bored, or else he'll just play with my sweet Raven.

This is the part where he aims to chew on my hair.

Unlike Raven, he hatees the camera. Tsk.

The most funniest thing about him is that he pee's when he gets so excited ahah!



Should I chop of that bunch of hair? (:

Ciaoo

Love That Continues Forever

This week was not what how I expected it to be like, sports practice, marching, finally having sports day in a stadium. It didn't make me feel better at all.

You want me to be somebody, You want me to be someone that people could look up to. But I can't. Yea people do look up to you but just cause of that image on the outside, but what do you have in the inside?

I need You, I don't feel strong anymore. I don't wana shed another tear anymore. I sometimes just feel that I've lost my faith for You, even though coming home from tuition everyday, and doing my daily devotion. Spending my time with You, starring at my bed, keeping quite just waiting for You, waiting to listen to Your wonderful voice.

Christian songs make me feel better. Writing letters to You makes me feel even better, When I was looking through them, I knew I had to write more. But I'll tell myself that I don't have time, but He'll always say, make time. How?

It's been a hectic week, but what could I do. He already has my life written all in his book (: I still keep wondering how does heaven looks like, how does the people form up there look down on us watching us 24/7. If they want to look laa.. Haha (:

This boring dog finally got a shave and he's bald, fat and still smelly ):

It hasn't been fun AT ALL. If only it was holidays or something. It was so sad to hear what had happened, even I didn't know him that well. But I just knew that he was really sad that he lost somebody. I could just wish that what he just experienced would never happen to me, but, it's life.
It's His Novel, let Him write it then.. ID, IC (:

He's coming home for THREE daysss (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

Thank You we have Ching Bing?